I'm turning into a germ.

I'm turning  into a germ. I feel my body backing and guarding by the mom's body. I feel hear hear over me... And I feel seeds. Germinated seeds. Yeah I do love the verces of mine:
As a Nother brought to me a novel of Love
Smell of the old book all of its cries and laugh
My fingers on triger of
coming noble deeds
To direct hit
I narrow my lids
I feel in myself
seeds-    
Germinated seeds ...
Yeah. If you are a man you are to feel germinated seeds. If you are sys administrator you are to administrate your own mind and soul, first of all...

 feel in myself  seeds       
Germinated seeds